I assume u are nsf now. when u can't stand the enciks in these 2 years, why would u wanna subject yourself to being oppressed for more years when u sign on. when u are outside as a civilian, u can just walk away still keeping your sanity. when u sign on, u can't just walk away. it will be awol or u need to pay back for breaking bond.
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Originally Posted by Balaallen123
Recently went to imh cause of my encik stress me to badly until I buey tahan want to self harm but not kill myself. Sent to imh, went for counseling, psychiatrist then my life become a lot better after I had someone to talk to. Scheduled for mmi to see if I should down pes which I don't want cause I was just stress until I just went into a depressive state.
My question is will this affect me in the future if I choose to sign on with police? The stressors just come from fucked up enciks and I had no one to talk to at that moment. Am I automatically screwed for going to imh? Or is it case by case basis. I was so upset went I told the MO that I had to seek help because I can't take it with my enciks anymore at the same time I would likely sign on as police in the future. He said zero chance to sign on. Even my commanders threaten to write that I went to IMH in my cos that in someways affect my chances in government sectors jobs. I feel helpless
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